when i got to think back..

there is one thing that I am extremely confused about ryte now.

have u ever been in this kind of situation,

well, i guess if u do, u wud certainly understand how i feel .

But in my situation, it got weirder when the person who mistreated me have the wrong reasons to mistreat me. get it ?

the person mistreat me because of the person's wrongdoing him/herself. I kind of understand.. the ego maybe. especially to those kind of human who would really love to talk only nice things about themselves. ergghh ! poooddahh !

but seriously. i did not do anythin wrong to that person. hell, yeah. of course i am innocent !. the things happened weren't happened the way I planned too. It was a coincidence . ta fhm ke ape ?!

and yeah, there's again one thing that could really pissed me off whenever I think back about it.

yes, it's about the same person of course. duhh ~.

if u have this one nice thing to do to repay your friend for their kind deeds for yah .. and offer it to them and they refused to take it.. wut will u think ?

well, absolutely u will think that ur friend was very ikhlas for wht they did for u . I did.

unfortunately for me,

my very nice thought of the friend of mine had ruined this friend of mine's trust on me. i mean, i can see that my friend of mine's trust had turned zero on me.

hurmm, kuchiwa ke ? i dont really know.

u noe y ?

bcause i still could not figure out who was ryte and who was wrong for this.

it was just a small matter, ryte guys ?

can u juz believe this guys ?

how such a small matter can ruin someone's trust on u ?

well, whatever ! go to hell la dat person.

evrybody has their own thp kesabarn.

and for this person, i've reached the top .

there is no longer patience for this person.

i do hate this person!!

i noe, sorg u benci, thousands lg will hate u back.

its not gud.. i noe.

but i've tried patiently not to..

since i've reached the top.. i dont think i cud like this person anymore.

i hate to think about this .

but i really need too.

because i will be crazy if i keep it to myself.

well, apeponn.. i regret having this person as my friend once.

cukop la skali.

i dont think i can reattached the broken lines between us again.

ever. !

[note to this person,kalao terasa or terbace ke :please, dont be selfish sgt. ingat diri sorg je btol.hehhss]

that's it. luahan feeling.muahhaa.

tataa.